Okay break...what are you searching for? Are you happy? You can change your situation if your not even if you think you can't. ..kids, scared, etc.
What will bring meaning to your life?
I often have this conversation at work. I see a lot of situation and gear a lot of stories and give lots of advice...
Ladies what is it that makes us happy? If you think its shoes, designer bags, clothes, fancy dinners your wrong...let me save you the time on searching for a sugar daddi. It's confidence, independence, and making your own money baby. So get right with yourself and the rest will follow ladies.